I thought that once we moved it all would be a weight lifted off my chest. Well it is not as bad as thinking I need to move any day and not knowing that day, but the aftermath of moving is hard too. I cannot get a handle on the house. I cannot invite anyone over because you still cannot walk. the baby is constantly crying because he's fallen over something. Of course half the time he has put it there. I have been working all day 3-4 times per week, but still have not made this place a home. Maybe I am expecting too much, but really, is it too much to ask to be able to walk and not trip, stumble, stick to something, fall, or almost kill yourself?
I have this stupid, yes I said stupid, rib that keeps dislocating and it hurts SO bad. I cannot cough or sneeze because it hurts. I went to the chiropractor again today. He told me all sorts of stuff that he could do to "fix" my body to where I won't have hives anymore. (In case you didn't know I get hives when I get hot, exercise, nervous, or just active) How my allergies will go away and my back problems will go away. I still have back pain from my pelvic bone being dislocated when I was pregnant with Joey.
I would like to let my Brother and Katy know that I am deeply sorry for their loss. I cannot imagine what it would be like to lose a pregnancy. I love you guys and hope you find comfort in knowing it happened for a good reason. That reason we probably will never understand.
I will try to get some pictures on here, but my computer doesn't recognize my camera anymore for some stupid reason.
