On April 19th I got a new nephew. It was a long and stressful day. I got the privilege of being there with Christine and Mark during the labor. He had to be taken by C-section because he was not tolerating labor well and was too big to come out. OMG! I was so relieved when he was out and Christine was OK. I was so worried my stomach was in knots.
Congrats you guys!!
Seeing him makes me sad to think about how I will never have another newborn. I don't really want 5 kids, but it is such a wonderful experience. Ever since I was a teenager I always wanted to be a nurse. I had decided to be a labor or postpartum nurse before I had Paige. I think I would be really good at it. Being in the hospital again made me really miss my job as a CNA/almost nursing student. I still have that desire to be a nurse. I think that will be the way to experience birth and holding a newborn again. I also have thought of becoming a doula, lactation consultant, or midwife. I think a midwife is out because they work funky hours and I would not want to be responsible if something was to happen. Who knows what will happen in the future. I wouldn't mind another child, but we are definently done. (AKA John would kill me if I had another one) LOL!!